3 notesEvery girl often talks about their dream boy. Tall, handsome, smart etc. Do I have a dream boy? Well, I usually say “no”, but I kind of do. And I think I have found him. For me he’s perfect. I’ll do everything to have him all to myself, but it isn’t a lady-kind-of- thing to do. I’m a sucker for brown eyes. It makes me feel so weak. I like boys who knows how to hold their guitars right. I also like boys who sings, although not that professional, but sings. I like guys with a great sense of humor who can brighten up my day. A guy who’s smart (specially in math) and mature. I’m still in denial, cz’ he is almost perfect, I’m just a typical girl and maybe not worth it. My feelings for him are strong, TRUE. I haven’t felt this way before, soooo yeah! Feels kind of weird, though.
0 notesYung feeling na umiiyak ka. tapos kinausap ka nya, SESERMONAN, at wala pang 2 minutes. Okay ka na. :)
2 notesHAHA. Wala akong magawa, Tutal di pa ako ina antok. Magpopost ako ng kung ano ano.
Migz. Kaklase ko. Who happens to be the one i love. Ansaveh?
Don’t get me wrong. Not because I love him means that he has the same feelings for me. :)
Some say he does. Some say doesn’t. But it doesn’t bothers me at all. What’s important is our friendship. I had been very careful, I didn’t want to lose our friendship, ofcourse. I thought that it was a big mistake to fall inlove with my bestfriend. My other bestfriend made me realize there’s nothing wrong about that, as long as I know my limitations and I’m willing to take the risks. I’ve been hurt a lot couple of times. But I have also managed to be okay. :))
What I love like about him?
he’s childish acts.
sense of humor.
he’s sweet.
he’s not shallow.
he’s good at giving advice.
he’s true.
basta, kakaiba sya. hindi ko alam kung pano, bakit. whenever I’m with him, I feel so comfortable. Pag kausap ko sya masaya ako. and i remember telling him “alam mo masaya ako pag nakikita kitang nakangiti” We weren’t even close at that time. It just came out of my mouth. but I didn’t regret saying that. I wasn’t even shocked. It just came out naturally. Dati (I think it was our first week of classes) tinarayan ko sya, although transferee sya. Then sabi nya din dati, when he knew that we’re going to be seatmates nung 3rd grading , he was kind of scared, kasi he knows na mataray ako (sabi kasi ng mga kaklase kong kaklase! HAHA!) Pero ako nun. parang normal sya. meron na akong gusto sa kanya at that time. pero halos kalahat ng 3rd grading namin ung una. hindi ko sya ramdam. parang di ko sya napapansin na katabi ko sya. Kasi medyo busy din ako at that time. tapos yun, bigla na lang nag kausap kami, and I started to compliment him ;) Without knowing, I already fell for him. when he’s absent I started missing him. Many things had happened in my last 4 months in school. Syempre ang haba kung ikkwento ko lahat. Lahat yun naaalala ko. Chine-cherish ko. :) Hinding hindi ko makakalimutan. NOW? Well, I’m trying to bring back our friendship dati, at the same time, I’m trying to move on. I don’t know if it’s the right decision, but it’s worth the try. I have 2 months. Unti unti kong sasanayin sarili ko. unti unti kong kakalimutan ung feelings ko sa kanya. pero syempre hindi ung friendship. :) Waaaaaaa.
KInikilig ako. Chos. :))) Inaantok nko. XD
3 notesIt’s been one week since I last saw him. I really miss him , tho. But there’s nothing I can do. I went to school yesterday. I was bored. I wanted to scream his name, but no can’t do. I already told my bestfriends that I don’t like him anymore, that there are no feelings left. (which is somehow.. a lie. ) I don’t know if I can bare 2 months of not seeing him. :| *sigh*
2 notesI’m quite confused. I usually don’t get involved in my friends or other people’s decision. If ever they ask for my opinion I usually say ” Ikaw kung san ka masaya”or ” kung san ba ikabubuti mo ee” . BUT NOW. Arrgh. :|
There is this boy, I actually have a crush on him, and he is planning to transfer to another school again. He frequently asks me if I’m going to transfer, too and then I will reply “I don’t know” and then he would tell me “Sabhin mo sakin kung saan ka, kasi kung dito ka, dito din ako, pero kung sakaling dito ka na nga, at ako hindi, okay lang yan.”
So here’s the point. I don’t want him to go. I want to tell him “Please don’t go, I’m not going, so please make sure you’re not going to transfer either.” but, I think it would be selfish of me and who am I to stop him? I’m just one of his close friends. Nothing more, nothing less.
My friends told me, I should go on and tell him. But I guess, I’m a coward. I really don’t have the guts to tell him what I actually feel.
Should I keep it all to myself? :| *sigh* I hate it when I think too much. :|
